I'm trying to...

set myself free.

What is?

What is the point of this? Of all this? Can I do something and be done with it, and say, yes, that is satisfactory? Should I make a task so I can finish it?

And will past and present accomplishments arising from these tasks of that life fade away with the unreliability of memory?

Interesting Theory of the Day: Mutual Knowledge

mutual knowledge (1969/1970) Linguistics Several congruent proposals, including that of the American philosopher David Kellogg Lewis, and that of the sociolinguist William Labov ('AB-events')
Shared knowledge between speakers, which is assumed in communication: A has knowledge K that B knows, A knows that B knows K, B knows that A knows K and that A knows that B knows K, and so on.

N V Smith, ed., Mutual Knowledge (London, 1982)

Source: J Bothamley, Dictionary of Theories (Detroit, 2002)

Rush, Rush

Rush, rush,
Pressure,
Trouble,
Panic,
Fix it,
Too bad?
No time,
Go on,
Trouble,
Fix it,
No time,
Good-bye,
Go on?

What to Do with Oneself

I have a very vague idea of what's going to happen after I graduate. I try not to think about it too much. It's getting to be a sort of shadow that follows me around wherever I go.
There are different viewpoints, different ways to approach the fact that nothing in life is guaranteed. School gives one a sense of certainty where there is normally very little.